An open letter to the creator. Version B

Trusting in YOU is a journey. Seriously it’s not easy. Trusting myself to let you take control has been my biggest obstacle but slowly I learn. 

I used to think adversity was a curse or unwarranted stress. 

I had a conversation with a client about stress. 

I think I was just complaining about the level of stress I was dealing with at the time. She gave me perspective.  

“Is it stress or is it a challenge?” 

One thing about me is that I love a good challenge. 

All I had to do was change my mindset. It’s crazy because all I had to do was listen and listen attentively. 

I searched and searched for you in places I don’t think I should have been. The beauty is just saying I made it to the next day that’s all that matters to me at this point. 

On my quest, I discovered that all the answers I was ever looking for resided within me. 

All that hurt I was holding on to was just slowing me down. 

It gets better(with time)

Good and bad need to coexist. It is what it is. Certain things needed to happen. It was always about how I was going to react. Even through the bullshit I still control what I can control. 

Still moving in motion with a little more trust. 

Still moving in motion with a little more grace.